Alright, so I have officially ORD-ed as a NSF and is now considered a NSmen. Life after I ORD can only be described in a word. BORING. and probably STRESSFUL. I will get to those words in awhile. Let's start with what I did after I ORD-ed. Went for a short getaway to Taiwan with 2 other NSmen and one Pre-Enlistee HAHA! It was the first time that I have gone to Taiwan and to be honest I was quite looking forward to it! Had a lot of fun everyday! Went from atas malls like Taipei 101 to their well known night markets such as the Shi Lin! Did many many stuff that we were not able to do in Singapore and had lots of fun. :) and I hope in the near future I will be able to go out with my friends to yet another getaway! :D

And when I come back from Taiwan, it was when things get bored and stressful. First, no matter how impossible this might sound to others, but I really miss the days in army. When i have to get up in my bunk, go for the morning Life Run if there is, head down to the Baseplate (Mess) with my fellow instructors and colleague to have our breakfast. Go up to the office to play the latest version of Pokemon and just bitch about every other thing in the world. Once in awhile we can AWOL and play mahjong at some other people house just cause we can. HAHA. And when the work comes down, we will all just start getting angst at one another for whatever we do wrong. But in the end, there was never once where our argument can last over a week. Sigh now I really miss those time.. and now I just worry about whether i can get a job or not. And how my school stuff is going to work out in August.. -.- Thinking about it as I type this post just makes me even more stressful.. so I shall just skip pass this. 

On a side note, things have been better for me now, I guess. Nowadays I don't think too much into unnecessary stuff anymore... sometimes I still do, when the night falls and when everything around you is so dark and quiet.. things just come pouring into my head. But that's not the point. I have thought about this for such a long time already and I have come up with the best solution. I shall do my best, and whatever the decision that you make, I will not have regrets cause I know I have given my best. Although I think if the decision is not in my favor... I'd probably be quite devastated. Then again, that's not the point. What I want is you to be happy. :) and regardless of what. Hope that the decision you make eventually will be the right one and that you will never get hurt again in anyway :D