my BB wallpaper. hot like mad right! (:

omg look at the time. shall sleep right after this post. oh well this blog seems to have only me reading it, and occasionally some other readers. but i will still continue to maintain it as much as possible! artillery institute. khatib camp. new place, new environment, new bunkmates ( -.- ). everything is new! hopefully i will be able to survive in this new world and pass out as a 3SG as part of the artillery force!

i realised staying up so late really clears someone's mind. im able to focus well, and i can think much more clearly as compared to thinking in the day. thought about a lot of things. wont say it here of course. didnt really say i found a solution to my problems, but at least i can try to minimize it? and now that i've thought through it, maybe i wont start thinking about it randomly. whatever the case, i just hope everything remain as it is now (: i love the way im living now. there's not a need to report to anyone about anything i do and anywhere i go. whenever i go find my friends, there's no need to tell anyone. HAHA freedom and control over my own life. but is it worth it to trade this freedom and control for a little bit more care and concern? hmm i dont know. but time will tell. for now, i shall just indulge in my freedom and enjoy life as it is (:

now that i've said what i wanna say, it's time to sleep! tmr wake up got korean and hk show to watch before booking in! time's ticking! NIGHT!